The Way I Am, have u?

have u ever be in a way I am, especially for those wife...?
sometimes i feel im not good enough for my hubby, urrmmm.. i guess so. even after a while tried so hard giving the best but still.. so dissapoint me.
dont know why, im not having "period".

my hubby worked last weekend even Monday is public holiday. DAMN.
right away texted my hubby, the message sound so down;

IM SORRY MY DEAR, Im not the best and not good enough to being with u, being your wife.

and, seems used to it.. he replied with those spirit words.

after his office hour on that Sunday, brought me along to somewhere that ive never been for quite sometime, IKEA.

looking for new furniture and decoration of our new house.. and bought me few thingssss. LOVE U DADDY.

In The Darkest Moment, Where All Seems Lost, You Are At My Side.....

God bless u my lovely hubby.. Amin...

Wedding @ Senawang

today, went to Senawang for relative's wedding without my hubby (en hubby i keje). pergi dengan my grandma, makciks and cousin. by one car and all the way we all gelak sakan, ada je cerita nak disembangkan, gelak memanjang.. happy sangat, teringat zaman dulu2 dengan makcik2 i, but at that moment we were single, not yet married.
malas nak cerita panjang2, view gambar je ye..

agenda utama, makan. lapar dah, nasib baik i tak makan sepupu2 i yang bergaduh dalam kereta tadi.

decoration of wedding

nenek2 i yang teringin naik pelamin.. ahaks :)

berkenan kat satu benda, cermin dinding yang nice tu. nak kena cari ni..

ni gambar family members punya pakaian seragam, tapi masa capture gambar ni they all were walking, nampak sikit jelah gambar they all tu..

newlywed yang tengah potong cake... congratz.

Awan Itu Indah

tepat jam 9.25 pagi tadi, di persimpangan lampu isyarat kawasan rumahku. dikala lagu2 siaran hitz fm berkumandang, tatkala kepala berserabut memikirkan masalah kerja, ku dongakkan pandangan... memandang awan. agak kosong, hanya yang ada tompokan biru laut dan putih.. tapi sesungguhnya, itulah pemandangan yang sangat indah dan tenang.

sesuatu yang telah ku praktikkan sejak bertahun tahun lamanya. dan disebabkan itu juga diriku gemar tinggal di kediaman yang tinggi berbalkoni sejak dulu. aku gemar menikmati angin hujan dan melemparkan pandangan ke awan dan langit malam. seolah2 awan itu pergi bersama masalah2 yang membenak fikiran. ketenangan yang mengingatkan aku akan kebesaran Allah s.w.t. Allahuakbar.

melalui jalan keluar dari rumahku yang dihiasi pokok pain, kini aku dah pun berada di office dan alhamdulillah, dengan lafaz bismillah, tugasan berjalan dengan lancar hari ni..

tiba2, teringat aku pada ini;

apabila malam menjelma
dongakkanlah pandanganmu ke langit
memandang bintang2 berkerdipan di awan nan kelam
apabila kau terlihat bintang yang lebih cerah warnanya
ketahuilah, bintang itu lah yang akan membawa para pelayar pulang ke kampung halamannya
dan bintang itu jualah yang akan membawa aku pulang kepadamu..

(semuanya berjalan lancar. ke sebab Edwin not around hari ni? ahaks.. kekeke)

Restoran Qaseh

she is Bunny..

last Friday's story ni actually tapi today just got time to write new entry..
was in DiGi the whole day.

bought new laptop bag @ Town Hall DiGi LOT 10, kekkeekeeke.. still looking the better and more comfortable to carry the HP. if this new one still not ok, should get a new one. its ok kan spending money for the comfy matter, especially for 'kesihatan postur badan'.. needs to carry this laptop everyday and anywhere, bukan sesekali.. so, should find the best. (avoiding cepat bongkok)

masa ni ada berkenan dua bags, so kena ada kos lepas, finally picked the right one. another one tu looks macam not really suits me la, funky sangat. im married lah, tak sesuai pakai that one.

with Tina si mata besar, ahaks :) jangan maree..

had lunch @ Restoran Qaseh again, again & again..

purposely captured this to propose to my lovely hubby, decoration for our new house :) few times explained to him tapi dia nak jugak tengok gambar. suamiku, suamiku..

gambar bersama orang kuning.. anyone still looking for vacancy bolehlah send resume, boleh pakai costume kuning ni. kekkekeke..

DiGi Site

im blogging from DiGi site.
since this morning here, also whole yesterday.
TENSION.

Baru Kutahu Bagaimana Perasaan Itu

suatu ketika dulu, aku sering tertanya mengapa tiap kali suamiku menyatakan betapa dia terlalu sayangkan aku, setiap kali itulah bergenang airmatanya...
dan kini, baru kutahu apakah perasaan itu..
tiap kali mengucup dahi suamiku ketika tidur, tiap kali menyatakan bahawa aku juga amat menyayanginya, airmataku juga dengan mudahnya menitis kepipi..
ya, kini ku sedar, aku teramat menyayanginya... menyintainya..
aku takkan mampu hidup tanpanya..

kesyukuran yang tidak terhingga kerana telah ditakdirkan untuk hidup bersama dengan seorang lelaki bernama Muhammad Zahrullail.
suami bukanlah hanya teman tidur, tetapi teman ke syurga..

baru kutahu bagaimana perasaan itu...

I Feel Pampered

lately so busy, tiring.. penat otak and kepala, badan tak penat sangat...

today, just need to say that i really feel so pampered..

THANKS TO MY DEARIE HUBBY, I LOVE U SO MUCH TOO.

This love is keeps getting stronger and deeper each day.

Appreciate each moment together and everything that u've done. So precious.

I like this picture and also another one.