OSS Access

my HEARTBEAT... can feel its so fast right now.
Re-homing activity will be on tonight, OSS Access stuckkkk.
damn! could you imagine my situation right now.
what if the issue cant be resolved, means the activity will stop and will be STOPPER for other activity which means the project will be delayed. GOD.
what will happen to our service delivery??
need break for a while and get some rest, i've been sitting here since this morning, skipped breakfast and also lunch. just had Gardenia-Wholemeal, only one...
im not hungry thinking of theesssseeeeeeee.....
my hand still shaking, of course! thats big thing to worries. communicated, contacted and etc but unfortunately..most of them ON LEAVE.
wish everything will be running smoothly..
BREAK FOR 'ZOHOR'

4.30pm - Location Update

where am i right now?
in my car waiting for my husband at his office because this morning i took him here. im willing to do the drive so that after fetch him from work, i may drive straight to USJ-Elite towards my hometown. no need to wait for my husband at home kalau dia drive sendiri. means, jimat masa!
was heavy rain just now, thats why im already here.. keluar awal sebab takut jam to avoid sampai hometown lambat. luckily the road was so smoothly.. ahaks :)
mana my hubby ni tak keluar lagi. 15min to go. yeah..

notes: cik Tina yang berdarah manis, what kind of cake u need for your wedding...?
what if... let me prepare for you. my tremendous pleasure.. :)

Homesick

Homesick?? no, wasnt me! my sister Bella is the one, kekkkkkeekkeeke.. oooppss, just treating this as joke ok. regardless title..

me and hubby will be going hometown today to fetch my PIL for medical check-up @ HUKM this monday. im packing up now, especially for my husband. mine? no need, my house, my hometown so that everything mine is there.

missing my Ummi, adik2 so much. on our way hometown, will drop by somewhere to get KFC or McD and satay as ole-ole and small celebration for Janna birthday girl.

cant wait..

above picture is me and my beloved Ummi. Ummi, u such precious person that i have in my whole life. im here living in beautiful world of Allah and breathing well of the air from Allah today because of u. because of u Ummi, its all because of u...

thank you very very very much for all you have done.

Keprihatinan Seorang Suami

dah lama tak mencorat coret, seronok tengok blog Tina makin berisi.. and mine..? alahai, asyik tak sempat je.. +++ malas. kekekkekkkeeekekke.

its saturday, baru pukul 9am... boringnya hubby kerja today. dah siap kemas rumah, tengah tunggu washing machine siap membasuh, sambil tunggu cerita DiBawah Ketiak Isteri start ( i suka gila kat Dynas, tengok cerita ni sebab ada Dynas je) so sementara ada masa ni, jenguklah blog yang dah lama tak terjenguk ni :)

my hubby is the best husband in the world, of courselah. so far, being his wife is my best experience ever. dia seorang yang baik, penyayang, penyabar, bertanggungjawab, romantic and prihatin..

dia manja, lovely and so caring. kadang2 rasa macam budak2 pulak bila everytime dia hantar sms or call tanya; dah makan belum, makan apa, jangan lupa makan sayang, sakit lagi ke kepala tu sayang, dah sampai office belum, sayang balik pukul berapa, tak habis meeting lagi ke sayang..etc, banyak sangat pulak kalau nak tulis. which means, he is so caring.

segala keperluan harian disediakan secukupnya oleh my hubby; keperluan dapur, keperluan bilik mandi, keperluan washing machine (dynamo, softlan, hanger untuk sidai baju), keperluan isteri...keekkkeekkeke. dia sungguh bertanggungjawab.

dia juga sungguh penyayang and penyabar; tak pernah diri ini kurang kasih sayang, perhatian, ciuman, pelukan, sentuhan, bisikan cinta dan belaian dari dia. tak pernah jemu memujuk andai aku sedih, menangis teringatkan arwah Abi tersayang, sentiasa menjadi semangat sekiranya aku ada masalah ditempat kerja or kerumitan menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang anak dan kakak buat Ummi and adik2. my hubby also sangat sayang and ambil berat tentang Ummi and adik2 aku yang nakal2 belaka tu, ahaks.

such a romantic husband; sering memberi jambangan bunga yang besar (sampai penuh bilik dengan bunga sebab dah banyak sangat), selalu membuat surprise and kejutan, tak jemu2 beri kad2 berpuitis indah, bagi hadiah and banyak lagilah. selalu meringankan tugas kerja2 rumah waktu aku tak sihat, sentiasa sabar menjaga aku ketika sakit hingga aku sembuh.

suamiku juga seorang yang sangat prihatin; dia sungguh prihatin kalau ada sesuatu yang tak kena dengan aku, sakit sikit pun dah sibuk dibawak ke clinic, bising suruh makan ubat. prihatin dengan siapa aku keluar lunch, siapa kawan2 aku (siap ada contact no. kawan2 aku). dia juga akan check my phone and laptop. biasanya aku akan kumpul sampah2 titbits dalam kereta and put it in plastic bag, sampah2 tu pun dia akan check. 1 hari, dia jumpa tin minuman kosong dalam plastic sampah dalam kereta, then dia pun tanya i siapa punya because dia tahu yang aku tak minum minuman manis and bergas ni. uhuk, terkedu dibuatnya. itu kak liza punyalah..

sangat prihatin kan suamiku itu, prihatin ke kuat cemburu kalau macam tu ye.. kekkekkkkekekke... alahai suamiku.

miss him so much

now, 10.12pm. my hubby still not home yet. these few days, he went to Seremban for work. and today before i left office, he called and asked me not to cook. he will be home quite late so dont need to prepare dinner. miss him so much even we both staying in one house, in the same room, take shower together everyday, watch tv together, sleep next to him every night.. ive been touched, hugged, kissed by him most of the time when we both home. keeps getting sms which saying he miss me, love me... but still miss him... love him.. much..
what if, i have to work outside, not for outstation just about few days or few weeks..but for 3 or 6 months job out of Malaysia. OMG! i cant imagine!
now, i love him much much more. more than yesterday, more than a month ago, more than a year ago...
my love seems deeper and stronger day by day....
daddy, we both will never be apart. InsyaAllah, thats what i pray for everyday..
i love u as much as u love me..

Birthday Girl

Happy Birthday to my debab and lovely sister, Farzana.. just called her and i told her - wish that u are getting wiser not only getting bigger. kena diet lepas ni ok, work on your weight..
dia menjerit sebab kena sakat.
adik... adik.. do u know how much i love and care of u guys..
something i cant afford to forget is your face @ icu when we were told that Abi has just passed away. u was about to cry, i hugged u.. we both cry.. and i hugged all my sisters.
Mum & Janna were still young, and i guess masih belum puas merasa kasih sayang seorang ayah..
bila masuk waktu je Janna terus solat, and lepas tu berdoa. bila aku tanya Janna doa apa, dia jawab "Janna doakan Abi, biar Abi masuk syurga.." terhambur air mata aku dengar jawapan gadis cilik yang masih lagi bersekolah tadika ketika itu..
a week after that, Janna got bad fever. every night she woke up meraba2 Ummi and also myself, memegang2 telinga like what she used to when Abi masih ada. dia terlalu manja dengan arwah Abi, dia demam rindukan our lovely Abi.
adik, doakan Abi ye, jangan lupa sedekahkan Al-Fatihah selalu. nanti when the time comes, kita akan jumpa Abi balik... disebuah kehidupan yang kekal abadi. InsyaAllah..

the most important thing now, study hard & smart and jadi orang yang berjaya, jadi anak yang solehah. kakak Nana puas hati dengan pencapaian cemerlang adik2 selama ni which makes Ummi happy and proud of u guys. keep it up.

kalau arwah Abi masih ada, pasti dia gembira dengan kejayaan anak2nya...

cant wait this Saturday, balik kampung...

Hectic & Fatigue

last week were so hectic & fatique to me.
the whole day meeting @ DiGi Subang Hitech
and the rest of the day no lunch or break @ coffee area, even no time to go to washroom. break only for Zohor and 'quick' late Asar when reached home about 6.45pm.
during my 'period', was just sitting @ my workstation in front of my pc/laptop untill 6pm or 6.30pm. fatique and headache due to no break and rest.

straight way home once exhausted, safely home terus tergolek tak larat, macam nak pengsan. so tak laratlah masak dinner, prepared just a simple one, ada kangkung dalam fridge so buatlah nasi goreng kampung.
luckily last week, most of the day, hubby reached home quite late. which means, still got time to rest my mind before start to prepare dinner.

if im not mistaken, last 2 years ive received 1 email about someone passed away after sit too long in front of pc, 11 or 10 hours straight without break.
yes, thats not impossible. its really painfull especially neck and back part, also extremely headache.

unfortunately, even im very aware of that, sometimes there is some reason i couldnt resist and i have to. too many times my hubby and few colleague advised me but still remains the same. so the conclusion is, im so STUBBORN.
nothing i can do, urgent issue to get done keeps coming everyday.
also today, had discussion the whole morning on additional E1 to be completed........................................ i wish can go home earlier, rest and get some food, i skipped my breakfast and didnt take my lunch.

there is one and the only i can do, as below;
Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau maha berkuasa, Kau lindungilah aku dan berikanlah aku kesihatan yang berpanjangan.

- Edwin just left for DiGi, Reparenting meeting. im not going. so now, I NEED BREAK.
SOLAT ZOHOR.