Tragedi

Wednesday, 29th July.

that was about 8.30am (how early?) after i fetched kak liza, we both saw cars that just (i guess) met with an accident in the opposite road. saw Dino was standing there and we stopped to ask how was that. hopefully its under control. OMG. how sad to see that car was burning. we thought there was nobody inside that car due to we havent see people around and those 'bomba' doesnt look like trying to get anyone inside out or helping people in that car. so, we assumed there's no one. to avoid 'road stuck' i've right away continued driving to office. it has happened just near to Ericsson office, so id better make a move before jam become worse.

reached office about an hour, damn! received this email..

From: Sattiya Maya Krishnan Sent: Wednesday, July 29, 2009 11:52 AMSubject: FW: FW: My friend accident- Nurzihanie @ Cyberjaya

From: Varthan, Santhi Sent: Wednesday, 29 July 2009 10:51 AMTo: Sunni-Kutty, Mary; Chandrasegaran, Shoba; K. Selvaratnam, PunithavathySubject: FW: My friend accident- Nurzihanie

From: K. Selvaratnam, Punithavathy Sent: Wednesday, 29 July 2009 10:55 AMSubject: FW: My friend accident- Nurzihanie

So sad…may she rest in peace…

From: Varthan, Santhi Sent: Wednesday, 29 July 2009 10:51 AMTo: Sunni-Kutty, Mary; Chandrasegaran, Shoba; K. Selvaratnam, PunithavathySubject: FW: My friend accident- Nurzihanie

Hi Gals,

Pls be very very careful using the Lim Kok Wing Road.

From: HolidayCity - Sutha [mailto:sutha@holidaycity.com] Sent: Wednesday, 29 July 2009 10:35 AMTo: Varthan, SanthiSubject: My friend accident- Nurzihanie

Hai Akka,

Today morning, my friend accident near by maybank...............i just come from the spot. she burn ready, she try to come out but failed. she from kajang, she have a baby 8months .

She wearing orange colour t-shirt. very preety n not sombong at all............
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Hi All,

As we all heard, Nurzihanie passed away this morning due to car accident. I would be collecting donation for her to be given to her family. Your contribution is very much appreciated.

To muslim, Al-Fatihah…

Thanks,
Azian

and i did forwarded above email to Dino and kak liza,

ths is the one that we saw this morning.. pity her.. we thought no one inside kan.. :(

so sad, what if we informed there's a lady in that car ... :(

i would get besi stereng lock kat boot belakang and try to pecahkan tingkap kereta tu
or i would do something else, cari pemadam api ke rather than bomba yang hanya bergantung air yang tak kuat tu
i believed she was unconscious
so nobody see her body yang terjatuh ke bawah
but i do feel regret, she have a 8 months baby who is really need her still
Ya Allah....

And its reminds me to arwah abg Johairy...

that was Friday morning when we was told about an accident happened. we right away to abg Jo's parents house for his funeral. we were shocked, pretty shocked.

he was our Project Process & Tools Support Department, Services Division passed away on 10th Jul in the morning in a road accident. he joined Ericsson in 1996, and he contributed greatly in the areas of project administration. he was 34 years old and he is survived by his wife, Norazila Kamarudin and three children, Amalin Nabila, Ammar Arif and Adib Akmal at the age of 7, 6 and 5 respectively. Our sincere thoughts and prayers are with them and may they all be granted the strength and perseverance to go through this difficult time.

looking at his kids reminds me to my sisters.. yes, they were still small when my father left us. seem goes to this time, to abg Jo's kids.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, berikanlah kekuatan pada isteri arwah untuk meneruskan hidup ini demi membesarkan anak2 yatim itu..

called my Ummi and we both cried, we experienced the same thing before and i know how does it feel.

abg Jo was very nice and kind person, teringat2 setiap kata2 nasihatnya and terkenang2 bendi yang dia selalu bagi, the ladyfinger really nice, rangup and not really berlendir. masak tumis tambah serbuk kari sikit memang sedap. tanaman yang arwah tanam dan usahakan sendiri, keihklasannya terserap dan menjadikan bendi tu sangat sedap.

above are pictures of the land and pondok yang dia usahakan sendiri. how could we forget the way abg Jo telling us about the kebun, memang dia excited sangat about that.

balik dari office dia akan kesana after rest a while at home and sometimes early morning after performed subuh pray arwah akan ke kebun dulu petik bendi or kacang panjang for us then baru bersiap ke office.

we gonna miss all that.

Al-fatihah.

semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat.

Monday...

9.00am -
still home and waiting revert from Jason.
browsing barang2 baby and good names for baby. not yet pregnant but wish to have it soon. (have to proceed after Apr next year, padan muka siapa suruh booking flight awal2)

9.05am -
found nice blog, mrs shariman... my dream name 'rania'.. best sangat..

ok, he called me just now. i have to get going to DiGi now. malas nak gosok baju boleh tak..? pakai jeans je ok..
gerak gerak.. pantas pantas... jangan malas.. :)

monday morning everybody.. have a pleasant day :)

dont get me tense, please...

this morning i guess reached office about 9am, fuiyoo.. awal tu, ummi i pun perli because its quite early, even my hubby.. sabar jelah kena perli. since we've got new HR ni who is someone implemented monitoring of working hours, its better for me to fulfill 8 working hours as enough as i can before received any warning email in my mailbox. damn, monitoring us by access/id card. dah macam huawei environment pulak. luckily i didnt get any warning email so far, mau naik berang rasanya kalau dapat, and will decide not to travel anymore or i wont go to DiGi. nonsence, this is actually about productive working hours, thats why we've been implementing flexible hour in E//. pointless to be around in the office as early 8.30am and 5.30pm go home but do nothing in the office. how do u expect each staff to be 8 hours in the office and how about those staff required to be onsite or to be based outside. menyampahlah nak fikir. i used to complete my task, revert my email and follow up integration/monitoring status at home especially if i have to be in DiGi. arrrgggghhhhh, rasa macam nak makan orang!

these 2 pictures when i was getting my drink at coffee area, mujurlah ada mereka2 ni ajak bersembang bergelak ketawa... felt a bit released..

just now, by 4pm i went to Ambank Alamanda to renew my roadtax and insurance. sambil mencuci mata by looking around :) today, im not in very good mood actually due to some reason, in law conflicssss. fake to smile even feels not to. damn. since this morning just duduk je mengadap pc and didnt go anywhere even out for lunch. masa jalan laju2 menuju ke Ambank sempat jeling ke Bonia, hmmm.. my intention was... ok hubby, as promised not for handbag ok but thought to survey specs. macam dah boring with my D&G specs tu, and some more power pun dah bertambah. but after made payment of renewal, terpandang Rotiboy and reminds me to my hubby, dia suka coffee bun.. so terus turun bawah to get coffee bun for him. (itulah dia perempuan kan, whatever and wherever.. husband always in mind). then, jalan2.. oppppsss termasuklah Hush Puppies. hmmm, oklah, nak naik atas balik nak pergi survey kat Bonia dah malas so survey kat Hush Puppies lah.. (Alasan! tak nampak ke hubby dah susun and kumpulkan those baju yg baru beli tapi belum pakai lagi).

........ala, just looking around je... but suddenly, owh thats nice.. oklah, just try je saje2 masuk fitting room. looked at my cash, still got 200 in my wallet.. kalau dah takde malaslah nak pergi withdraw, payment by credit card.. owh no no.. i wont do that again. masa kat overseas je boleh pakai. arrgghhh, its theraphy right so decided.. oklah dik (membahasakan promoter as dik) i'll take this one. waahhhhaaaaaa, if my hubby tau ni, menanah telinga kena bebel. so the conclusion is, strictly dont get me tense. what if i tak tension/stress tadi, mesti i tak membeli-beli kan. (blaiming the stress, kekkekeee). i should keep and hide this, ensure en hubby saye tak nampak.


Tina, actually felt so stress since this morning (in law issues). so, my point is this is marriage life. problem is always there, cuma yang membezakan adalah kind of the problem. what is important most, kuat and sabar. Allah kan menduga kita sebab Dia sayangkan kita. actually, lagi banyak dugaan yang kita tempuhi bersama suami, lagi eratlah hubungan dan semakin kukuhlah kasih sayang.. believe me...

i dont what else i can do untuk jaga hati my MIL, this is happened just because i didnt sms her for a week. is she expecting me to keeps sms her each day, owh, i am working ok. balik kerja nak terus prepare for dinner before my hubby is home, salahkah i put my husband as priority and thats why i couldnt reply her sms ASAP. i was cooking so i kenalah siapkan masak, what if i asyik sibuk melayan sms je, kebulurlah my husband jawabnya.... and so, apa hukumnya? berdosa kan mengabaikan keperluan suami. i just put aside MIL's sms and replied by following day early morning. IS THAT WRONG??

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati hambaMu ini untuk menghadapi segala ujianMu. Amin, mudah2an diriku dikurniakan kesabaran yang secukupnya.

anyway, i gotta continue my work.. 8 hours already enough tapi outside getting darker, and email pun makin banyak yang sampai which i need to update the status of completion. Victor ni tak tahu dah malam ke, siang2 taknak hantar.. alahai..

this project team re-allignment really makes me sick. macam mana tensionnya Eddie, macam tulah headache nya saya ni Tina.


no any point by putting above pictures, forgot when was that actually.... but, seems best je dapat gelak macam tu kan. wish to have that kind of fun this moment...

VITAL NOTE: still not yet giving up to persuade Tina.... hehehehehhe, jomlah Tina, join to GoldCoast by next early autumn :) pujuklah MKB u tu. Melbourne vacation, lepas2 tulah.. hehehehe.. (cant u see my tanduk? :) )

put on weight or not

Sattiya Maya K... mane ade.......tak de gemuk k?
1:45:54 PM
Farhana Sairuji ... tadi i makan, now ni rasa kenyang, bila kenyang i feels regret of eating. then i rasa macam sooooooooooo fatttttt
1:46:22 PM
Sattiya Maya K... aiyoo.....darling u knw rite....u shld thank for the food
1:46:40 PM
Farhana Sairuji ... owh, ok ok ok. thanks sis
1:46:57 PM
Sattiya Maya K... hehhehe. gd gal.. mmmuuuahx
1:47:38 PM

above conversation via sametime were between me and Sattiya, even just sitting next to me.. kekekeke... seems dah takde mulut nak bercakap kan. and i guess she heard what i was mumbling for. merungut2 after makan, that's me. worrying of gaining more weight.

Subhanallah, how could she remind me to thank for the food. aku yang alpa.. :(

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, aku bersyukur dengan setiap rezeki yang Kau beri.

SHOULD I??

im sick of this, what if i've forgot to bring my access card or left it somewhere.. i would die. i am no one without it, can do nothing in the office. not only the door or rotating door, even to print and scan anything now i have to 'id myself', have to touch this id card to retrieve my printing docs or scan anything. hate this complicated, i have no assistant right now.. hopefully can get it back soon.

should i get mad of this reduction.. owhhhhhhh...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Farhana, belajar untuk jadi lebih bersabar dengan setiap masalah. take it easy, take it easy.. nak period ni, thats why macam ni..

Ericsson Capsule Site - Tower Tube

Ericsson launches stylish new site solution

Stockholm Sweden - 17 June 2009 /PRNewswire/ — Finding new locations for radio base stations is a growing challenge, especially in urban and suburban areas.

Ericsson's (NASDAQ:ERIC) new solution addresses this challenge by being as eye-catching, or as unobtrusive, as required in order to shorten the time to obtain building permission from authorities. The site is designed by renowned Scandinavian architect Thomas Sandell.

The Ericsson Capsule Site is a new innovative radio base station designed for use in urban areas and to empower sustainable societies by enabling faster mobile broadband rollout. It is equally adept at becoming a focal point in a town square, or blending into the background at the side of a road, for example. Designed to complement any urban or suburban space – it will contribute with the fill-in coverage that is increasingly needed as demand for mobile broadband takes off.

The Ericsson Capsule Site is an "all-in-one" solution encapsulating all necessary equipment, thereby reducing installation time by up to 50 percent, and reducing costs by up to 30 percent. It is delivered in an innovative 'flat-pack' form, making transport significantly easier and can be assembled in less than one day. The site cover, made of composite, weighs only 800 kg.

Ulf Ewaldsson, Vice President and Head of Product Area Radio Networks at Ericsson, says: "Ericsson strives to constantly redefine the telecommunications landscape with its innovative technology and design. With its small footprint and ability to blend into its surroundings, the solution reflects our commitment to the development of sustainable societies"

The first Ericsson Capsule Site will be launched June 17 at the Volvo Ocean Race stopover in Stockholm, Sweden. It is designed by renowned Swedish architect and designer, Thomas Sandell, who also designed the award-winning Ericsson Tower Tube.

Ericsson is the world's leading provider of technology and services to telecom operators. Ericsson is the leader in 2G, 3G and 4G mobile technologies, and provides support for networks with over 1 billion subscribers and has a leading position in managed services. The company's portfolio comprises of mobile and fixed network infrastructure, telecom services, software, broadband and multimedia solutions for operators, enterprises and the media industry. The Sony Ericsson and ST-Ericsson joint ventures provide consumers with feature-rich personal mobile devices.

Notes: The best of luck to Sis Tinie for presentation on proposal of Tower Tube to MCMC which will be held by tomorrow evening. India and middle east dah implemented, so when will be our Malaysia? Once approved to proceed, it will be nice which means we may have ‘Statue of Liberty’ in Malaysia :) InsyaAllah, semoga Allah permudahkan segala perjalanan.

entry for Sis June...

owh, not blogging for quite sometimes... why?? my 'holic'mate not around... kawan se'holic' saya not available, still on honeymoon mood, wedding on leave.. kawan se'holic' saya adalah Tina, se'workaholic', se'shopaholic', se'loveaholic' and so on lah.. yang holic2 tu..

and some more, starting to be busy. Alhamdulillah, economy Ericsson semakin pulih and pulih and pulih.. keep on going babe, be strong Ericsson. hello, macam pujuk baby pulak.

anyway, this entry is special untuk Sis June the cutie.. :) wink

im looking for this kind of tudung, tudung Ariani & Munawwarah tu boleh pakai masa formal2 or pergi office & meeting. untuk yang macam ni boleh buat tudung basahan, atau ungkapan lebih sesuai adalah untuk jalan2 or balik2 kampung or else, ke rumah2 saudara mara..


note: alamak, gambar ni captured early morning, belum mandi lagi, busuk tak gambar ni?

my dearly sister,
akak kan pandai jahit menjahit ni, terhebat abad ini.. kalau boleh jahitkan untuk orang disini, do let me know ye.. muakkkzzzzzz. love u ;)

ampunkanlah budak nakal (zarul yang panggil macam tu, Tina pun sama) ni yang dah semakin malas meng'iron' tudung kerana terlalu focus menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai Project Coordinator berwibawa dan tanggungjawab menjaga suami sepenuh masa dengan GIGIH. kekekkekee.. :)