15.10.2009

now is 10.20pm. i just safely home about 15mis. took my shower and about to close my tired eyes.
on Tuesday, i was home too late... almost 2am so that was already Wednesday.
about 2.30am received notification that VMS-RO implementation had been halted due to MVSK3 reload at 2250 while doing first backup.. but i was too sleepy so decided to be in the office early morning after few hours sleep.
9am i reached office and was on my way, almost heat 1 car due to so sleepy. luckily i manage to control.. fiuh..

as 15th OCT today, its been 3 years arwah Abi passed away. how i wish he still with us, i do really really really miss him.
semoga Abi tenang disana, hanya Al-fatihah dapat kuhadiahkan due to 'period'.
sometimes i wonder, how can i have Abi as previous...?
even just for a day, or maybe just for an hour. i miss him much.....
Al-Fatihah....

this is something on Monday...

of course i miss u dear..
today away from u after long leave together, i feel so sad. cant even smile.


From: Muhd Zahrul [mailto:zahrul@sa.petra.com.my]
Sent: Monday, September 28, 2009 9:49 AM
To: Farhana Sairuji XF
Subject: RE: Welcome Back To Office

Love u 2,3,4,5,6,7……
Already miss u syg..
U?

From: Farhana Sairuji XF [mailto:farhana.xf.sairuji@ericsson.com]
Sent: Monday, September 28, 2009 9:13 AM
To: Muhd Zahrul
Subject: Welcome Back To Office

Dear Hubby,
Welcome back for work.
Love u always…

Thanks & Regards
Farhana Sairuji
Ericsson (M) Sdn. Bhd.

when the time comes

wo de pengyou Joo Wei, ta hen piaoliang (not so sure, is it true?)
anyway, i was informed just now she is now waiting for the precious moment.
lets pray for her.
induced this morning, should be today i will receive good news from her.
just a short one, will update later when im a bit free.

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received from +601xxxxx800>
Baby boy Max is officially in town! Weighing a healthy 3.48kg. Both baby Max & JooWei is doin great n resting well. From Andrew
Time: 01/10/2009 10:11pm

congratulation dear on your newborn baby boy. happy parenting! :)

Salam Lebaran - Eid Mubarak

today..just came back from a week leave, got so many things to be settled.
before that,



I would like to wish
"Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri and Maaf Zahir & Batin".

May this togetherness with your loved ones fill your soul with sweetness today and may Allah bless you & your family this Eid & always, InsyaAllah.

hope everyone valued a great holiday and precious moment with your family

sincerely

me & hubby

finally freeze..

finally network freeze for festive..
im currently being very busy, my mind sooooo exhausted..
insyaAllah, there is a hikmah for this.

its 5pm already, im about to go home do the final packing and will be heading to hometown tomorrow morning. i need to do some shopping but i dont think my hubby willing to do so.
its better to go alone but for sure he wont allow me.

hopefully this hari raya holiday will let me release all in my mind then i need to think once im back after the whole week leave next week.
thanks a lot to joo wei tan, the piaoliang network designer who was gave me some advise and support. xie xie laoshi :)

got to do my auto reply mail for next whole week then will go home.
Alhamdulillah, dapat aku merasai nikmat ramadhan dan syawal sekali lagi. mudah2an there will be another one next year (means dipanjangkan umur).

the phase

day by day become so tough.. treating it positively as learning more and gaining more. its already 7.02pm, about to go off and will drink mineral water for buka puasa, im sure still driving home by Azan.

Dugaan Ramadhan..

extremely busy and really really really headache.. SIGTRAN features activation issue lagi buat sakit kepala, what if already fly to KK then activity postponed, aduhaii...seems project's cost is my money. why should i bother? yes, i should.. itu tanggungjawab yang telah diberikan.

office now is very very make me sick, temperature DAMN cold! everybody pakai coat and sweater dah macam kerja kat overseas. Ericsson Malaysia dah tukar jadi Ericsson Stockholm barangkali. sejuk mencengkam sampai sakit kepala.

today memang tak larat masak, dahlah semalam balik dari office lambat buka puasa kat Secret Recipe je, today pulak called Vicchuda before leave office then on my way home collect order. now safely home baru lepas solat asar... hubby is not feeling well, he's home earlier than me. badan panas sangat, risau.. i should take him to the clinic.

suddenly he told me something .... i dont know what should i do. marah? ikutkan hati yes, i do have right sebab dia careless. ikutkan iman tengah puasa ni, i just calm down. turn on laptop and ask him to transfer all the money to my maybank account. Alhamdulillah the money still there in his account but he lost RM300++ with his wallet.

dugaan Ramadhan, insyaAllah pasti ada hikmahnya. takpe ye daddy, insyaAllah rezeki lain yang akan datang, mungkin amount dalam wallet u tu bukan untuk kita tapi siapa tahu dapat pada orang yang lebih memerlukan...