Friday, January 22, 2010
daku yang terlalu...
ada ketikanya, aku terlalu letih dengan kehidupan ini...
ada waktunya sehingga ku berputus asa untuk meneruskan segalanya..
kala ini, aku malas untuk bangkit semula..
aku hanya ingin melihat kesudahan diakhirnya..
saat ini, aku enggan mencari kekuatan itu lagi..
biarkan semangatku berehat,
biarkan kekuatan itu berhenti seketika,
mengambil masa..
untuk menjadi lebih kuat..
ada waktunya sehingga ku berputus asa untuk meneruskan segalanya..
kala ini, aku malas untuk bangkit semula..
aku hanya ingin melihat kesudahan diakhirnya..
saat ini, aku enggan mencari kekuatan itu lagi..
biarkan semangatku berehat,
biarkan kekuatan itu berhenti seketika,
mengambil masa..
untuk menjadi lebih kuat..
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Praise for the romances of....
feels to write something here,
thats what i wanted to do earlier but i didnt...
due to, i was speechless!!
OMG!
u may see below comment (early entry), its from someone i do love much
BUT the problem now is, he found out my blog which ive been hiding for
i was told last night that he used to read this... always
SO, he was the silent reader
what to say, i dont know should i be happy or not.. as this is the only my privacy left
but surely he makes me so touched...
especially when received this email from him..and he sent something that ive posted here in my blog..
From: Muhd Zahrul [mailto:zahrul@sa.petra.com.my]
Sent: Thursday, January 14, 2010 10:53 AM
To: Farhana Sairuji XF
Subject: we both will never be apart. Luv u ..
...... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx .........
From: Farhana Sairuji XF [mailto:farhana.xf.sairuji@ericsson.com]
Sent: Thursday, January 14, 2010 11:08 AM
To: Muhd Zahrul
Subject: RE: we both will never be apart. Luv u ..
OMG!! syg, kan ke itu i yang tulis kat blog..
tak sangka u baca blog i rupanya... finally u found it.
From: Muhd Zahrul [mailto:zahrul@sa.petra.com.my]
Sent: Thursday, January 14, 2010 11:30 AM
To: Farhana Sairuji XF
Subject: RE: we both will never be apart. Luv u ..
I slalu je bc blog u..
Time rindu n time gaduh pn I view..
At Least kalau gaduh, when i view ur blog, blh tngkn hati i..
.................................
sayang, cukuplah sayang... janganlah kita bergaduh hanya kerana sikap cemburu u..
i hargai perasaan u itu..
tapi ada ketikanya, i letih sayang..
i letih bila u susah nak percaya bahawa i terlalu sayangkan u
yes, i do sayang..
tolonglah..
percaya dan yakin pada i, isteri u..
mengahwini u adalah kerana i sayangkan u
andai sekalipun kita terpisah suatu hari nanti
i takkan mengahwini insan lain
kerana... cukuplah perkahwinan hanya sekali dalam hidup ini
tak perlu i ulangi lagi
i lebih gembira untuk hidup sendiri
kerana i punya ummi, adik2 dan family
tak perlu kita bergaduh hanya kerana sesuatu yg belum terjadi
dek kerana andaian2 u sayang..
suamiku, sesungguhnya kau telah ditakdirkan untukku
menyayangimu dan membahagiakanmu adalah amanah yg Allah berikan padaku..
*just received email about "Malaysia Hall Sydney" from my husband, thanks sayang.. pandainyeeerrr. i love u..
thats what i wanted to do earlier but i didnt...
due to, i was speechless!!
OMG!
u may see below comment (early entry), its from someone i do love much
BUT the problem now is, he found out my blog which ive been hiding for
i was told last night that he used to read this... always
SO, he was the silent reader
what to say, i dont know should i be happy or not.. as this is the only my privacy left
but surely he makes me so touched...
especially when received this email from him..and he sent something that ive posted here in my blog..
From: Muhd Zahrul [mailto:zahrul@sa.petra.com.my]
Sent: Thursday, January 14, 2010 10:53 AM
To: Farhana Sairuji XF
Subject: we both will never be apart. Luv u ..
...... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx .........
From: Farhana Sairuji XF [mailto:farhana.xf.sairuji@ericsson.com]
Sent: Thursday, January 14, 2010 11:08 AM
To: Muhd Zahrul
Subject: RE: we both will never be apart. Luv u ..
OMG!! syg, kan ke itu i yang tulis kat blog..
tak sangka u baca blog i rupanya... finally u found it.
From: Muhd Zahrul [mailto:zahrul@sa.petra.com.my]
Sent: Thursday, January 14, 2010 11:30 AM
To: Farhana Sairuji XF
Subject: RE: we both will never be apart. Luv u ..
I slalu je bc blog u..
Time rindu n time gaduh pn I view..
At Least kalau gaduh, when i view ur blog, blh tngkn hati i..
.................................
sayang, cukuplah sayang... janganlah kita bergaduh hanya kerana sikap cemburu u..
i hargai perasaan u itu..
tapi ada ketikanya, i letih sayang..
i letih bila u susah nak percaya bahawa i terlalu sayangkan u
yes, i do sayang..
tolonglah..
percaya dan yakin pada i, isteri u..
mengahwini u adalah kerana i sayangkan u
andai sekalipun kita terpisah suatu hari nanti
i takkan mengahwini insan lain
kerana... cukuplah perkahwinan hanya sekali dalam hidup ini
tak perlu i ulangi lagi
i lebih gembira untuk hidup sendiri
kerana i punya ummi, adik2 dan family
tak perlu kita bergaduh hanya kerana sesuatu yg belum terjadi
dek kerana andaian2 u sayang..
suamiku, sesungguhnya kau telah ditakdirkan untukku
menyayangimu dan membahagiakanmu adalah amanah yg Allah berikan padaku..
*just received email about "Malaysia Hall Sydney" from my husband, thanks sayang.. pandainyeeerrr. i love u..
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Saturday, December 19, 2009
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seems lost
memang dah lama tak menulis disini, seems no longer to write anything here.. sedangkan aku memang mengerti hakikat manusia, sering mempertikaikan tentang status, gaji, kedudukan and etc etc etc.
dan aku juga amat memahami sikap manusia yg akan irihati, hasad dengki dengan kesenangan atau kejayaan orang lain.. so, decided not to write much here. ada ketikanya manusia bertopeng, baik dihadapan tapi sebaliknya bila tidak kelihatan. tak kurang juga mereka yg matang hanya pada usia, tapi jiwa.... sayang tak cukup matang seperti umurnya. minda dan kelakuan juga masih seperti manusia yg kurang akalnya.
memang sudah agak lama tidak aku endahkan senario ini, aku tak punya banyak masa untuk dihabiskan disitu. cuma ada ketikanya hatiku terdetik, belum berubah lagi rupanya manusia2 ini, masih macam dulu, masih seperti dibangku sekolah...walaupun sudah berkerja, sudah berumahtangga, bercahayamata..
biarlah, aku juga tak pernah mengharap mereka dalam hidup ini...
buat mereka yg ikhlas mendampingi, ku ucapkan ribuan terima kasih. aku amat2 menghargai..
aku cukup bahagia dengan kehidupanku kini, kerjayaku, kemilikanku, kejayaan adik2ku, kasih sayang dan segalanya yg telah Allah berikan. sesungguhnya aku sujud syukur kepadaNya.. Alhamdulillah.
lately, just like normal life.. being a working wife.. busy. stress of work is something i couldnt resist but i do enjoy my job.. even i have to stay late in the office, even i have to answer call in a midnight for issue of activity, even sleepless, exhaustic, rushing here and there.. but i do, i do love my job.
recently, received few email of appreciation and 1 of them has been sent to country manager to revert on certain issue which is resolved and my name was mentioned there...
no word i could say.. but i swear, im not doing well for the sake of any award or appreciation. indeed, its because i love my working life, and because of its my responsibility..
i dont need that high compliment, i just try as best as i can... do all my best.
penat lelah, segalanya terubat once completed and achieved.
dan kejayaan, kecemerlangan harta peninggalan arwah abiku cukup membuatku bahagia.
tahniah buat adik2ku atas anugerah tokoh pelajar dan tokoh pelajar nilam.
hidupku kebelakangan ni seperti normal dan biasanya, cuma dah jarang bershopping sebab busy dan banyak travel. and i used to easier method, online shopping which is more saver; tenaga & masa. once a while, pergi jugak shopping mall. tengok wayang dgn husband, still got chance to hang out with friends. so, just a normal life.... tapi aku banyak terperap kat rumah, malas sangat nak keluar..
saat ini, even long weekend due to public holiday on Friday, im @ home still. tak kemana2.. ada niat nak ke sunway pyramid to do some shopping but ended up, shopping baju online.
thinking of S&P agreement, forgot to call the lawyer to check completion status. moga2 process buying a house dipermudahkan Allah, insyaAllah.
arranged car rental for our next trip to Brisbane, teringin nak drive suzuki swift. so now, all in place. cuma still browsing accommodation kat sana nanti to compare and find the best.
cant wait to feel the Autumn.
browsing what else korean series i can buy online, itu jela yg aku buat duduk kat rumah during weekend.. sampai lebam2 mata menangis, haha.. malas gila nak keluar.
found nice wedding gown just now, waiting revert from the seller for money transfer purpose... its for photography session, location maybe kat Putrajaya bridge..
owh, my family will be here tomorrow... yeahhhh..
please, taknak travel lagi. letih..
sunway lagoon je ye, ok, deal..
ok, need to check dvd yg tak tengok lagi. lets movie..
oh ya, Salam Maal Hijrah everybody...
dan aku juga amat memahami sikap manusia yg akan irihati, hasad dengki dengan kesenangan atau kejayaan orang lain.. so, decided not to write much here. ada ketikanya manusia bertopeng, baik dihadapan tapi sebaliknya bila tidak kelihatan. tak kurang juga mereka yg matang hanya pada usia, tapi jiwa.... sayang tak cukup matang seperti umurnya. minda dan kelakuan juga masih seperti manusia yg kurang akalnya.
memang sudah agak lama tidak aku endahkan senario ini, aku tak punya banyak masa untuk dihabiskan disitu. cuma ada ketikanya hatiku terdetik, belum berubah lagi rupanya manusia2 ini, masih macam dulu, masih seperti dibangku sekolah...walaupun sudah berkerja, sudah berumahtangga, bercahayamata..
biarlah, aku juga tak pernah mengharap mereka dalam hidup ini...
buat mereka yg ikhlas mendampingi, ku ucapkan ribuan terima kasih. aku amat2 menghargai..
aku cukup bahagia dengan kehidupanku kini, kerjayaku, kemilikanku, kejayaan adik2ku, kasih sayang dan segalanya yg telah Allah berikan. sesungguhnya aku sujud syukur kepadaNya.. Alhamdulillah.
lately, just like normal life.. being a working wife.. busy. stress of work is something i couldnt resist but i do enjoy my job.. even i have to stay late in the office, even i have to answer call in a midnight for issue of activity, even sleepless, exhaustic, rushing here and there.. but i do, i do love my job.
recently, received few email of appreciation and 1 of them has been sent to country manager to revert on certain issue which is resolved and my name was mentioned there...
no word i could say.. but i swear, im not doing well for the sake of any award or appreciation. indeed, its because i love my working life, and because of its my responsibility..
i dont need that high compliment, i just try as best as i can... do all my best.
penat lelah, segalanya terubat once completed and achieved.
dan kejayaan, kecemerlangan harta peninggalan arwah abiku cukup membuatku bahagia.
tahniah buat adik2ku atas anugerah tokoh pelajar dan tokoh pelajar nilam.
hidupku kebelakangan ni seperti normal dan biasanya, cuma dah jarang bershopping sebab busy dan banyak travel. and i used to easier method, online shopping which is more saver; tenaga & masa. once a while, pergi jugak shopping mall. tengok wayang dgn husband, still got chance to hang out with friends. so, just a normal life.... tapi aku banyak terperap kat rumah, malas sangat nak keluar..
saat ini, even long weekend due to public holiday on Friday, im @ home still. tak kemana2.. ada niat nak ke sunway pyramid to do some shopping but ended up, shopping baju online.
thinking of S&P agreement, forgot to call the lawyer to check completion status. moga2 process buying a house dipermudahkan Allah, insyaAllah.
arranged car rental for our next trip to Brisbane, teringin nak drive suzuki swift. so now, all in place. cuma still browsing accommodation kat sana nanti to compare and find the best.
cant wait to feel the Autumn.
browsing what else korean series i can buy online, itu jela yg aku buat duduk kat rumah during weekend.. sampai lebam2 mata menangis, haha.. malas gila nak keluar.
found nice wedding gown just now, waiting revert from the seller for money transfer purpose... its for photography session, location maybe kat Putrajaya bridge..
owh, my family will be here tomorrow... yeahhhh..
please, taknak travel lagi. letih..
sunway lagoon je ye, ok, deal..
ok, need to check dvd yg tak tengok lagi. lets movie..
oh ya, Salam Maal Hijrah everybody...
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Shurini + Jay
i was called by my friend this early morning and owh.. its hard to believe..
my sincere condolences on the passing of Jay's (Pretty Ugly) dear wife, Shurini who is our coursemate when we were in university.. Al-Fatihah
http://www.gua.com.my/Entertainment/Showbiz-Detail.aspx?ArticleID=4300
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