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my favourite picture as for now.. ;p

seems lost

memang dah lama tak menulis disini, seems no longer to write anything here.. sedangkan aku memang mengerti hakikat manusia, sering mempertikaikan tentang status, gaji, kedudukan and etc etc etc.
dan aku juga amat memahami sikap manusia yg akan irihati, hasad dengki dengan kesenangan atau kejayaan orang lain.. so, decided not to write much here. ada ketikanya manusia bertopeng, baik dihadapan tapi sebaliknya bila tidak kelihatan. tak kurang juga mereka yg matang hanya pada usia, tapi jiwa.... sayang tak cukup matang seperti umurnya. minda dan kelakuan juga masih seperti manusia yg kurang akalnya.
memang sudah agak lama tidak aku endahkan senario ini, aku tak punya banyak masa untuk dihabiskan disitu. cuma ada ketikanya hatiku terdetik, belum berubah lagi rupanya manusia2 ini, masih macam dulu, masih seperti dibangku sekolah...walaupun sudah berkerja, sudah berumahtangga, bercahayamata..
biarlah, aku juga tak pernah mengharap mereka dalam hidup ini...
buat mereka yg ikhlas mendampingi, ku ucapkan ribuan terima kasih. aku amat2 menghargai..

aku cukup bahagia dengan kehidupanku kini, kerjayaku, kemilikanku, kejayaan adik2ku, kasih sayang dan segalanya yg telah Allah berikan. sesungguhnya aku sujud syukur kepadaNya.. Alhamdulillah.

lately, just like normal life.. being a working wife.. busy. stress of work is something i couldnt resist but i do enjoy my job.. even i have to stay late in the office, even i have to answer call in a midnight for issue of activity, even sleepless, exhaustic, rushing here and there.. but i do, i do love my job.
recently, received few email of appreciation and 1 of them has been sent to country manager to revert on certain issue which is resolved and my name was mentioned there...
no word i could say.. but i swear, im not doing well for the sake of any award or appreciation. indeed, its because i love my working life, and because of its my responsibility..
i dont need that high compliment, i just try as best as i can... do all my best.

penat lelah, segalanya terubat once completed and achieved.

dan kejayaan, kecemerlangan harta peninggalan arwah abiku cukup membuatku bahagia.
tahniah buat adik2ku atas anugerah tokoh pelajar dan tokoh pelajar nilam.

hidupku kebelakangan ni seperti normal dan biasanya, cuma dah jarang bershopping sebab busy dan banyak travel. and i used to easier method, online shopping which is more saver; tenaga & masa. once a while, pergi jugak shopping mall. tengok wayang dgn husband, still got chance to hang out with friends. so, just a normal life.... tapi aku banyak terperap kat rumah, malas sangat nak keluar..
saat ini, even long weekend due to public holiday on Friday, im @ home still. tak kemana2.. ada niat nak ke sunway pyramid to do some shopping but ended up, shopping baju online.

thinking of S&P agreement, forgot to call the lawyer to check completion status. moga2 process buying a house dipermudahkan Allah, insyaAllah.
arranged car rental for our next trip to Brisbane, teringin nak drive suzuki swift. so now, all in place. cuma still browsing accommodation kat sana nanti to compare and find the best.
cant wait to feel the Autumn.

browsing what else korean series i can buy online, itu jela yg aku buat duduk kat rumah during weekend.. sampai lebam2 mata menangis, haha.. malas gila nak keluar.
found nice wedding gown just now, waiting revert from the seller for money transfer purpose... its for photography session, location maybe kat Putrajaya bridge..
owh, my family will be here tomorrow... yeahhhh..
please, taknak travel lagi. letih..
sunway lagoon je ye, ok, deal..
ok, need to check dvd yg tak tengok lagi. lets movie..

oh ya, Salam Maal Hijrah everybody...

Shurini + Jay

i was called by my friend this early morning and owh.. its hard to believe..

my sincere condolences on the passing of Jay's (Pretty Ugly) dear wife, Shurini who is our coursemate when we were in university.. Al-Fatihah
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it has been a while

i dont write anything here, will jot down something and maybe later once its convenience to me.. i do have so much to share to release but just a matter of time as constraint..
im sure it will be soon.. insyaAllah..