Kiwi, New Zealand

remember how great last ramadhan, craving for Kiwi fruit seems almost every buka puasa and sahur time. 1kg only NZD1.99 and the fruits were so fresh.. mashaAllah.. sedap
so memang makan buah kiwi sampai macam nak muntah..

and this year ramadhan.. someone gave this and said.. "we can't go to NZ, so i bring this NZ to u.."
owh, how sweet.. rasa macam nak menitik airmata pun ada.
"it's ok, save the money to Ireland ok. meet mom and dad, and brothers too.. it's been 2 years already, they must be missing u very much and im sure u are too."
and he smile at me..

senyuman itulah yg sentiasa membuatkan kesabaranku yg ada ketikanya tercabar, ada waktunya hati meruntun sayu, teriak hati meronta2 agar dilepaskan..terbayar..

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau lah maha mengetahui, maha mengasihani.. kesabaran dan kekuatan ini adalah milikmu abadi, telah Kau pinjamkan padaku.. i thanks Allah, alhamdulillah. semoga hidayahMu akan sentiasa berada dihatinya dan semoga aku sentiasa Kau beri kekuatan dlm meniti perjalanan membimbingnya kejalanMu Ya Allah..

i was told about the sms, took my iPhone and retrieve mentioned sms.
"to New Zealand via Sydney for transit.. may visit Circular Quay, Opera House. just get train from Sydney airport to get there"
no reply from him but i know it's been notified. now im sure that it's been bothered.
yes, i would like to take him there.. the place of my past, and where the scenery best ever.
inshaAllah..

for the time being tak boleh, next time ok lepas balik dr Dublin. family 1st ok.
sometimes i wonder, how would i be.. without him, one fine day..?
menerimanya adalah kerana Allah, amanah dariNYA, menyayanginya keranaMU.. dan perlu ku akur andai satu hari nanti, aku perlu melepaskannya keranaMU.
aku percaya setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya, kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui, dan dariMU jualah ku mohon kekuatan utk menghadapi segala kemungkinan.. amin..