assignment in Dubai

bila dapat berita yg peluang to be assigned to Dubai is KIV...
kecewa.. sedikit kecewa.. bukan sedikit sebenarnya, kecewa banyak..
kenapa kecewa, tidak bersyukurkah bekerja dan punya kerjaya di Malaysia..
sebab mengapa kecewa tu, biarlah hanya aku dan Allah sahaja yg tahu..

janganlah ditangisi apa yg bukan milik kita..
kerana mungkin Allah sedang merancang yg lebih baik buat kita..

saat ini Allah mengambil cahaya matahari yg DIA beri,
sukarnya rasa diri ini utk menerima, kehilangan sinar yg indah..
segalanya seakan gelap..
bersabarlah..
kerana mungkin Allah ingin memberikan pelangi satu hari nanti..
akan tiba waktunya tanpa kita jangka..

segala ini ada sebab tersendiri.. tapi tiada siapa yg mengetahui..
hanya DIA..

ignoring...

"xxx : hi
him : hi

bla bla bla..

him : i should be ignoring u rite
xxx : nope
him : why, its your word..
xxx : yes i did asked u to ignore me but i didnt want u to ignore me.."

hmmm... sounds like that, but maybe not exactly as i cant captured accurately what he showed to me..
but i was wondering... what kind of game was that...
stop complaining to me...
if she knows where is her position in your life, she shouldnt feel jealous about us.
and who is she to feel that way...?

malas nak dengar dah, u sendiri kena comprehend dia betul2 to avoid that stupid jealousy.. she is not even your girlfriend to feel so.

pls respect me, my word.. just like what i did to my Italian friend..
he got no right to ask me remove u from my life as i knew u before i knew him
and even u are much more closer to me than him..
why should i put u aside and keep my Italian friend...?
decided not to listen to him.. simple..
as i respect u are 'somebody' in my life
and i respect even whoever is your friend
u are dont belongs to me, and INDEED u are belongs to ALLAH..
not belongs to everybody..

so now, its fair.. u pun tak boleh nak halang i dari kawan dgn sesiapa.
i taknak dengar lagi u complaint or 'kondem' about any of my friend especially lelaki
who are u to stop me be friend with them

now ni, u duduk la cokoh kat depan i ni.. i nak jadi batu
wont be speaking to u..
what...? lapar...? nak makan kat mana...?
pergi makan sendiri..
hahaha..

ok ok ok.. tak payah buat muka seposen tu.. jom kita makan..

mat salih sesat loyar buruk!!

di satu hari @ office;

me : hello sir, may i speak to Mr. John Near please

him : yes, speaking.

me : is it convenience for u to talk?

him : yeah, sure. what can i help u Miss Farhana..

me : hey B, how can u recognize me.. i was about to 'kacau' u.

him : of course i know its u.. because your voice sounds like a mouse.. tikus tikus..! haha

me : sighhhhh.. (buat muka bengang.. takpe2, ada lorry ada bas). nothing, i just wana ask u what u want to 'makan' today.. what about 'telur kari kicap'? the last time i made for u was before u went back to Ireland rite..

him : yeaahhh, boleh boleh.. sedap sedap.. yummy... terima kasih, Farhana

me : ok, great. bye.. assalamualaikum

him : wa'alaikumussalam Farhana

(hati menggerutu. since dia ajak balik kg sbb rindu nak makan curry Ummi kan.. siap kau.. aku suruh Ummi masakkan curry tikus.. hahaha)

......................................................................

*gambar tu telah diambil masa makan hari tu, dgn buat muka camtu dia cakap "owh, this is my first roti canai since i got back from Ireland... slurrrpppp!"

owh, please.. stop giving excuses okeh. alasan nak makan banyak. dia bagi i dua cebis je roti canai tu, baru nak mintak lagi dah licin..

kalau masak kari ke, telur itik masak lemak ke, masak selon ke.. memang kompom makan sampai 3 pinggan. pastu cakap.. "owh, Farhana & Ummi always makes me gemuk.."

kadang2 dia memang menyakitkan hati, nak2 sbb sama2 degil.

............tapi dialah yg selalu ada bila kdg2 aku sedih, bila aku nangis, bila aku demam tak larat nak makan dia jugaklah yg selalu bawakkan bubur mcD and paksa makan ubat.

............pastu dia jugaklah yg rajin pura2 cakap kat telefon konon2 cakap dgn Ummi mengadu pasal aku kalau aku degil taknak dgr cakap dia.. haizzzz.. tak boleh jadi ni, tak boleh biar dia jadik spy Ummi.. masak den dibueknyo.. huhu..

keHIJAUan

warna HIJAU itu akan sentiasa mengingatkanku padamu..
teman,
ALLAH telah mengurniakanmu padaku utk aku tidak lagi sendiri mengunjungi rumahNYA..

disaat jiwaku goyah, kau jualah yg sentiasa mengingatkan ku agar teguh percaya pada ketentuanNYA..
qada' dan qadar itu WAJIB dipercayai, bukan hanya harus atau sunat.. tetapi wajib
andai tidak kita lakukan, berdosa besar hukumnya..

setiap sesuatu yg berlaku juga ada sebab dan hikmahnya..
yg kita sendiri tak tahu..
hanya DIA yg maha mengetahui..

ku doakan kau akan sentiasa berbahagia menghadapi hari2 yg menanti dihadapan..
walau jauh beribu batu..
silaturrahim ini takkan pernah berkurangan nilainya..
hanya mungkin, jarak yg memisahkan..
tapi bukan sebuah ingatan..

ERL, Putrajaya
Masid Besi, Putrajaya
2011

rindu AFRINA

suka sangat tgk gambar Afrina yg ni, dia senyum and pandang camera.. masa ni dia nak lagi dgn orang.. now ni, hanya boleh dipandang okeh.. tak boleh dipegang.. haizzzz... geget nanti taulah.. :)