Monday, May 25, 2009

Why Is It So Sudden?!

im not in good mood suddenly. how do u feel if your husband cancelled something well planned earlier? its really hurt.
am i dont understand my own husband? or actually he is the one who dont. ive been trying to understand his work since he has decided to attached with oil and gas industry and if im not mistaken that was about 2 years back. but, for this time, i cant stand anymore.
i was so excited to be away somewhere with him for 5 days but DAMN!!!!!!!
was informed by him this afternoon, his reason ruined everything. i just can say nothing unless 'urrmm, never mind. its fine. ok, gotta go. bye'
deep inside my heart, Hanya ALLAH Yang Tahu.

i was driving home from DiGi and got urgent matter which needs me to be online. now, im here. stopped somewhere, Petronas nearby my house. blogging with tears.

SORRY is easy to say but it wont change anything even to cure the torn in my heart.
this is something MUST be learned. wise time spent much more precious than everything, not just simply breaking his promises.
to be frank, i really wish.. what if, i would say this to him.

how to reduce this pain?
i need to stop crying, i cant see clearly.

i wish i dont have to go home, because i dont feel that way.

Ya Allah, aku mohon kekuatan dan kesabaran dariMu Ya Allah.........................................

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