Dilema...

Safely home at 6.30pm, tak tahan rasanya. Today was extremely hectic.
Tak sempat pun lunch hari ni.
Now is 8.55pm, hubby not home yet so adalah masa nak meluahkan rasa kat sini.
Hopefully he wont find this out, this blog is my privacy..
This month very painful to me, project memang tengah "klimaks".

Hubby is going off nextweek, outstation.. then, the problem is he is asking me to go with him.
What should i do, nak pergi ke taknak. Kerja memang tengah melambak..
Or else, i may working remotely.. wifi and broadband kan ada..
Tapi macam tak sama, unable to attend meeting with the customer.
Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk..

Dulu sebelum kahwin, my job is my priority tapi bila dah ada suami ni.. i perlu berubah, kerja memang suatu ibadah, tapi niat bekerja setelah bergelar isteri ni bertukar, berkerja sebab nak bantu ringankan beban suami.. bila kita masih utamakan kerja sehingga mengenepikan permintaan dan mengabaikan kehendak suami, itu dah silap. Jangan sampai kerja buat kita mengabaikan tanggungjawab sebagai isteri terhadap suami.

So maybe i should go. Hurrmm, but how?