Friday, January 9, 2009

IT'S FRIDAY


urrrmmm... agak2 kenyang tak? eh, of course.. for sure kenyang, ahaks ;p

just invited sis liza and yan come over to my house and would be joining my lunch.
which means, i can cook.. usually, boring kalau nak masak, no one will eat coz my hubby will be working on tomorrow :(
used to it already.. lonely.
should understand, abg is not purposely doing so. working doesnt mean forgetting me and some more abg rajin sms. its more than 10 times each day. seems weird, macam tak puas jumpa and being together kat rumah kan.. anyway, i have to take it - HE IS MY DESTINY.
no more asking such fool request to him. FULLSTOP.
kesian abg, mesti dia sedih and risau when seeing me keep crying and sedih2.
sometimes lepas solat and berdoa, bila aku salam dia, he will kiss me and whisper..... daddy sayang mummy sangat2, mummy kuatkan semangat ye syg..
SO TOUCHED! sedih pulak especially when i saw his tears while he saying that.
SYURGAku kini di bawah tapak kakinya, sebagaimana syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu. kalau buat ibu menangis kan berdosa hukumnya, so aku mesti berdosa sebab buat suami menangis.
YA ALLAH, ampunkan dosaku. isteri yang lemah untuk hadapi semua dugaan ini.

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