looks like not really busy

Banyak betul rasa nak bercerita, as per entry title lah kan.. Yes, actually not really busy at this moment.
Cyberjaya office also looks so empty and quiet due to Ericsson Education currently hold 2 days training, and also got Ericsson Marketing Summit for international including abroad Ericsson staff. Malaslah nak membebel banyak2 so proceed to my point.
Something has happened today which was make me spoiled, there were a few incidences..

1) Silence does not mean stupid

its screwed! i really hate what has happened. totally agree with Tina opinion in her blog. its better keep quiet but know something rather than, keep talking but know nothing. i really dont understand these kind of people. owh, that was so ridiculous, terrible, awful and so on. intention to showing off turns to embarassing herself. its not wrong to be humble right, so keep arrogant away from your life because it may ruin others perception towards u. got serve! na'uzubillah..

2) Lancome

just got back from prayer room, see below. thats my Lancome, suddenly jatuh and jadi macam ni. damn! how careless i am. i have to get the refill but its quite expensive even just for refill. no choice, only can apply this brand on my skin face.

3) P1i fixed

yes, my P1i fixed and it cost me about RM350 (touchscreen + LCD). so, the lesson, more valued my handphone after this. makesure jangan accidently terpijak lagi :( ...... and some more, now starts comfortable using only 1 phone due to my 2nd phone (LG with Maxis no.) is used by my hubby, no longer with me. but for those people yang dapat sms maki from my husband, my apology and very sorry on his behalf. he doesnt like anyone disturb (is it real disturb?) his wife, so i can be reached/contacted via my celcom VIP number.

4) London

miss London very much, wish to be there again.

picswere captured last night outing, he manage to makes me smile always even plenty problems in my mind.

Vice Versa

something has happened, statement that i've heard..
even heard for quite several times

why should keep repeating the same
is there any point to tell?

i was so speechless..







but deep inside my heart screaming "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
and i really wish that i can say it out loud..
indeed, i really need to tell that what i've heard was something else... in the other way round.
but, its better to keep silent even its hurt...
just avoiding relationship to be ruinned.

and feelings become better after performed Salat-Zohor. Alhamdulillah...

my husband such spirit, always makes me strong when im weak. always on my side, always standing by.. he always there for me. its highly appreciated my dear.. thanks for loving me all the time.

the latest picture of us, was taken by Sis Liza at Secret Recipe.

Crack of P1i

feels very unlucky today. see the crack of my P1i, damn. seems so lost without cellphone with my prior number. i cant be contacted at all today! in DiGi lot10 for the whole day, bad! if im in the office i may use my extention/fix phone. everybody were looking for me and most of them were reached me via Edwin, he is my temporary operator for the time being. its lucky i can sms people use my broadband.. phhheeewwww...

so now, im using this phone which got TEMS software installed. no choice. kalau hilang, im gonna die, entah berapa puluh riban pulaklah kena ganti.

and include this picture, was taken at DiGi for MiP Success Story which to be presented to the management. MiP team both side, DiGi & Ericsson. ramai lagi actually tapi they are not around.

hopefully my phone can be fixed so soon. now, i realized how important that phone to me. once inserted my sim card in replacement phone, calls and sms keeps coming and also voice message. now, cant imagine myself without phone again. was so terrible. the lesson is, from now on i have to valued my P1i... even its just P1i which is quite outdated, but it such a precious thing to me, im not unemployment lady maaaa. means, i have to be available to be reached all the time. all the time?? hak hak, nak sangat kerja and attached to MNC (Multi National Company) kan, ambik ubat, padan muka aku.

Anggun

ive been listening her songs since morning, my husband is working today.. and myself pretty lazy to go out even my hubby asked me out for Secret Recipe and movie once he got back from office. uh, im not in mood to hanging out. and outside also quite sunny day. its better for me to stay at home. tomorrow will be monday, and another 3 days to go before public holiday, thats for sure i have to out for work, daily.. so weekend is my time to be at home. my apology my dear hubby. you should know your wife better kan.. ngeeee :)

i really admire Anggun for quite some time, her efforts to be a singer makes me so impressed.

Erti Dekat Di Hati

sounds like channel 9 tagline kan..
but my point is about those people, my friends which actually called soulmate, its not only friend.. more than that. they are always there in my heart.. i need always take care of them even not working days.
sometimes, just no word to descride how precious they are in my life other than my family and my husband..
feels need to share everything with them, and im willing to do anything for them.
thanks guys for coming into my life...

Tina

Kak Liza

Bunny

Venes & Fara

one thing that they should know, no matter what, no matter how far distance, no matter how much time constraint... you are always close to me, and wish u are always feel the same way too..

ever after....

InsyaAllah.

cant afford to lose them.

Beverly Craven

PROMISE ME

You light up another cigarette

And I pour the wine

It's four o'clock in the morning

And it's starting to get light

Now I'm right where I want to be

Losing track of time

But I wish that it was still last night

You look like you're in another world

But I can read your mind

How can you be so far away

Lying by my side

When I go away I'll miss you

And I will be thinking of you

Every night and day just ...

Promise me you'll wait for me

'cos I'll be saving all my love for you

And I will be home soon

Promise me you'll wait for me

I need to know you feel the same way too

And I'll be home, I'll be home soon

When I go away I'll miss you

And I will be thinking of you

Every night and day just ...

Promise me you'll wait for me

'cos I'll be saving all my love for you

And I will be home soon

Promise me you'll wait for me

I need to know you feel the same way too

And I'll be home, I'll be home soon

Promise me you'll wait for me

'cos I'll be saving all my love for you

And I will be home soon

Promise me you'll wait for me

I need to know you feel the same way too

And I'll be home, I'll be home soon

Award winning singer Beverley Craven became a household name in the early 90's with the release of her eponymous debut album which became a worldwide hit, selling more than two million copies.
Her 1991 single, 'Promise Me', went on to become a huge hit across Europe and she followed this up with a string of chart successes including 'Memories', Holding On', 'Woman To Woman' and 'Love Scenes'.
Now in 2009, after a lengthy break raising her family, Beverley is back with 'Close To Home', her first studio album in ten years.
I really like her hit song 'Promise Me'.. pretty nice to listen. I was looking her CD just now, OMG! Lost it. Maybe i put somewhere else, in my other car or.. my hometown maybe, hopefully.
Luckily i did copied that lovely songs in my HP..

*her smile reminds me of someone.... Kak Tinie the cutie :)

Ayat 1000 Dinar

Ayat ini daripada Rijalu'Ighaib, diberikan kepada seorang lelaki di tengah lautan dengan hadiah l,000 dinar.

Siapa yang mewiridkan membacanya setiap kali sesudah menunaikan solat fardu lima waktu, nescaya Allah murahkan rezekinya dan ia bakal mencapai kemuliaan di dunia dan di akhirat.

Barang siapa membaca ayat ini sesudah menunaikan solat fardu dengan bilangan ganjil iaitu satu, tiga, lima, tujuh, sembilan atau 11 dan seterusnya, nescaya akan ditolak kesulitan yang dihadapinya.

Sebaliknya Allah s.w.t akan melapangkan urusannya dan pengamalnya berasa tenang dan pergaulan seharian serta bekerja menjadi mudah.

Swing Mood

exhausted...
not in very good mood..
busy the whole yesterday, left office about 7.30pm last night..
getting headache of work and also period pain...
something i couldnt resist..

just now, got kiss and big hug from hubby before he left for office..
im still here, lying down on my bed..
so the conclusion is, im so lazy today..

and.. i was told by my hubby.. dont go to work if u are not really well..
aahhhhaaaa.. thats what i wanted to..
but definitely i cant..
got meeting @ DiGi today, hopefully it will be done early..
by 3.30pm i would reach home.. hooyeeaayy

apa yang aku merepek pagi2 buta ni..
one thing for sure im still sleepy.... zzzzzzzzzzz..

Mencari Yang Hilang - Farah Leia Az-Zahra

Ya Allah..Ya Rahman..Ya Rahim..
Ya Allah..Ya Rahman..Ya Rahim..

Di jalanan ini
Apakah yang ku cari
Dunia segalanya ada
Kesepian mencengkam dada
Mereka sedang bersuka
Menikmati kemanisan dunia

Mengapa sunyi ku rasa
Ku mencari satu yang kekal
Yang telah lama
Hilang ditelan cinta dunia
Mencari yang hilang
Ku kembali pada yang Esa
Dia...dari Dia
Yang hakiki kekal abadi

Mereka sedang bersuka
Menikmati kemanisan dunia
Mengapa sunyi ku rasa
Ku mencari satu yang kekal
Yang telah lama
Hilang ditelan cinta dunia

Ya Allah..Ya Rahman..Ya Rahim..
Ya Allah..Ya Rahman..Ya Rahim..

Tazkirah Jumaat

kalimah inilah yang ku amalkan setiap hari, Alhamdulillah aku bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah kurniakan padaku hingga hari ini. bersamalah kita mengamalkannya, semoga rahmat dan barakah nya milik kita bersama.

posted it out

just few pictures of my hubby....

urrrrmmmmmmmmmm..... agak2nyalah kan, my beloved hubby ni bagi tak wife dia ni out for shopping this weekend due to my face condition still not recovered well yet.. :(

for sure dia takkan bagi.. i need to get something @ Padini; Cropped Vest (new arrival) RM119.

received Trend Book Spring Summer issue 09 from Padini recently, the vest picture as below.. nice right? :) & kemeja tu also nice, boleh beli sekali so can match it with that vest.

what should i do? yes, drink a lot of water, apply the moisturizer everytime.. once in an hour maybe, hmm.. what else, no air-cond usage at home for the time being (panaslah jawabnya, tapi rela ku berkorban kejap). those methods to prevent my peel skin condition still. wish it may recover soon before this weekend so that my lovely hubby will allow me to do some shopping this Sunday.

daddy..... may i...? bolehlahhhh.... bolehlahhh.. boleh ye. boleh ye.. pleasse...

Sincere Condolences

first of all,
my sincere condolences to my fav public figure, Dynas on the sad loss of her beloved baby, arwah Emma Malisa. ive read her blog just now, its ok Dynas.. just let them talk whatever they wanted to. no one could stop them. the most important u, your lovely hubby and family are always with u and always be on your side. Allah maha mengetahui kan. human is still human, spreading out bad rumors or gossip is a MUST for those kind of people. be strong babe, take it easy.
sabar banyak2, InsyaAllah ada hikmah disebalik dugaan ini. kita takkan mampu untuk puaskan hati semua orang sis. biar orang nak cakap apa, sebab diorang dah banyak sangat pahala agaknya thats why they are willing to nak buat dosa by spreading out untrue story. kekekkeekee :) anyway, wish u the best of luck in your future undertakings. the best lesson to be learned is experience of life. so i know u are affordable to handle it.

-my life as of today, 16th April 2009.
by 3.48pm i was home, so still got time to perform even late zohor due to our MiP meeting just short and sweet. not much issue to be discussed. most of WK17 activities to be carried out the following week due to network freeze. dah lama network tak freeze :)
ealier in the morning - 10am had CA-Core Meeting until 12.30noon, so we had lunch with our beloved customer, DiGi @ seafood restaurant nearby De Palma hotel Shah Alam. seems small gathering to celebrate final review of CA process and progress. hmmm... not bad milestone, GOOD.
I HAD RICE INSTEAD OF MY WHOLEMEAL BREAD :( ..... my diet for today GONE even had only 1/4 of rice but to me still much more than a slice of wholemeal bread.

it doesnt mean im too obsess of my weight but i just need my ideal shape before i attached (enggaged) to my hubby. just because of his jealousy, so he put on my weight. according to my hubby, no one will be attracked by me because im fat. OH MY GOD. that was so ridicolous. im not the kind of looking or playing around and i dont simply accept people to be my partner. i wont easily have special relation with a guy. but he wasnt trust any man around me. i reached 60kg and was 62kg before my wedding, DAMN!

every night he asked me for late dinner and i MUST eat, no excuses. but after a while, im totally his legal wife then he allowed me to keep slim and now im so happy. i can fit in my old one and collection of my dress. Alhamdulillah. beauty is important but one thing most, healthness. and also im not putting on big size shoe which means the size is quite small. so, how could them afford if im too big. tapak kaki i keciklah, saiz 6 je. saiz 7 only for fashionable shoes which design tajam2 depan. now, im comfortable with figure which is lesser than 58kg. even not as slim as previous but so comfy with it.
oooppppsss, ive been mumbling about my weight pulak. halllooooo, this is not beauty session ok and probably not an article for beautician. kekkekkkkekekeke..

nothing, just because reached home earlier today so its not busy and hectic day for me. so that, i may catch up those missed out news. reading online newspaper, visiting blog of my fav diva and updating some story in this new entry.

oh, today so happy because got reservation parking @ Lot 10 after few weeks parked my car @ Lot 30. my sensitive skin face is peeling and now its already more than a week because of too much sun exposion. too much ke? setakat walked from Lot 30 to Lot 10.. please be informed that my skin face sensitive to the beautiful sun. memang tak boleh kena panas sangat especially nowadays, cahaya matahari sekitar 10am-4pm is not really good for our skin. recovering now and hopefully its gonna be fine soon.

i was called by my ex-coursemate few minutes ago, Mardiani. she is getting married. congratz Mar. wish everything will be going smoothly. me and hubby will definitely attend ok. she reminded me twice not to go to her house, the ceremony will be held @ Dewan Tun Abd Razak. welcome to the club Mar, another 3 weeks to go. hoooyyeeeaayyyy 2x.

bad news, Edwin missplace some precious thing yesterday.. lost 4 unit of TEMS phone which might worth more than 90k. Ya ALLAH. i was speechless when he told me this morning before we enter the meeting room. he said... "im so unlucky today" and it was unexpected news. was so shocked! i keep thinking about the punishment. im sorry for him. hope he wont get the heavy one. he and Eric were having discussion yesterday morning @ level 3, when done he left those items in the quite room and went to Fikri's workstation for some issues. unfortunately he came down to level 1 and met me @ my workstation without myself seeing those TEMS phone with him. he just realized by end of business yesterday and it wasnt there already. lets pray for the good outcome.
im aware that TEMS phone is so expensive due to its high specs, that why when i keep it, huh.. i couldnt sleep well.

wifey to be, Ms Tina is not feeling well today. bad cough and period pain, no wonder she looks so weak and tired. lunch time tadi pun she just quiet, not as always. get well soon ok darling.
lets start thinking what to cook for dinner. got sms from hubby "miss u so much mummy sayang" and called me up "i just want to say, i love u. muah muah muah"...... he makes me fly :)
LOVE U TOO SO MUCH HONEY, im waiting u home dear.

OSS Access

my HEARTBEAT... can feel its so fast right now.
Re-homing activity will be on tonight, OSS Access stuckkkk.
damn! could you imagine my situation right now.
what if the issue cant be resolved, means the activity will stop and will be STOPPER for other activity which means the project will be delayed. GOD.
what will happen to our service delivery??
need break for a while and get some rest, i've been sitting here since this morning, skipped breakfast and also lunch. just had Gardenia-Wholemeal, only one...
im not hungry thinking of theesssseeeeeeee.....
my hand still shaking, of course! thats big thing to worries. communicated, contacted and etc but unfortunately..most of them ON LEAVE.
wish everything will be running smoothly..
BREAK FOR 'ZOHOR'

4.30pm - Location Update

where am i right now?
in my car waiting for my husband at his office because this morning i took him here. im willing to do the drive so that after fetch him from work, i may drive straight to USJ-Elite towards my hometown. no need to wait for my husband at home kalau dia drive sendiri. means, jimat masa!
was heavy rain just now, thats why im already here.. keluar awal sebab takut jam to avoid sampai hometown lambat. luckily the road was so smoothly.. ahaks :)
mana my hubby ni tak keluar lagi. 15min to go. yeah..

notes: cik Tina yang berdarah manis, what kind of cake u need for your wedding...?
what if... let me prepare for you. my tremendous pleasure.. :)

Homesick

Homesick?? no, wasnt me! my sister Bella is the one, kekkkkkeekkeeke.. oooppss, just treating this as joke ok. regardless title..

me and hubby will be going hometown today to fetch my PIL for medical check-up @ HUKM this monday. im packing up now, especially for my husband. mine? no need, my house, my hometown so that everything mine is there.

missing my Ummi, adik2 so much. on our way hometown, will drop by somewhere to get KFC or McD and satay as ole-ole and small celebration for Janna birthday girl.

cant wait..

above picture is me and my beloved Ummi. Ummi, u such precious person that i have in my whole life. im here living in beautiful world of Allah and breathing well of the air from Allah today because of u. because of u Ummi, its all because of u...

thank you very very very much for all you have done.

Keprihatinan Seorang Suami

dah lama tak mencorat coret, seronok tengok blog Tina makin berisi.. and mine..? alahai, asyik tak sempat je.. +++ malas. kekekkekkkeeekekke.

its saturday, baru pukul 9am... boringnya hubby kerja today. dah siap kemas rumah, tengah tunggu washing machine siap membasuh, sambil tunggu cerita DiBawah Ketiak Isteri start ( i suka gila kat Dynas, tengok cerita ni sebab ada Dynas je) so sementara ada masa ni, jenguklah blog yang dah lama tak terjenguk ni :)

my hubby is the best husband in the world, of courselah. so far, being his wife is my best experience ever. dia seorang yang baik, penyayang, penyabar, bertanggungjawab, romantic and prihatin..

dia manja, lovely and so caring. kadang2 rasa macam budak2 pulak bila everytime dia hantar sms or call tanya; dah makan belum, makan apa, jangan lupa makan sayang, sakit lagi ke kepala tu sayang, dah sampai office belum, sayang balik pukul berapa, tak habis meeting lagi ke sayang..etc, banyak sangat pulak kalau nak tulis. which means, he is so caring.

segala keperluan harian disediakan secukupnya oleh my hubby; keperluan dapur, keperluan bilik mandi, keperluan washing machine (dynamo, softlan, hanger untuk sidai baju), keperluan isteri...keekkkeekkeke. dia sungguh bertanggungjawab.

dia juga sungguh penyayang and penyabar; tak pernah diri ini kurang kasih sayang, perhatian, ciuman, pelukan, sentuhan, bisikan cinta dan belaian dari dia. tak pernah jemu memujuk andai aku sedih, menangis teringatkan arwah Abi tersayang, sentiasa menjadi semangat sekiranya aku ada masalah ditempat kerja or kerumitan menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang anak dan kakak buat Ummi and adik2. my hubby also sangat sayang and ambil berat tentang Ummi and adik2 aku yang nakal2 belaka tu, ahaks.

such a romantic husband; sering memberi jambangan bunga yang besar (sampai penuh bilik dengan bunga sebab dah banyak sangat), selalu membuat surprise and kejutan, tak jemu2 beri kad2 berpuitis indah, bagi hadiah and banyak lagilah. selalu meringankan tugas kerja2 rumah waktu aku tak sihat, sentiasa sabar menjaga aku ketika sakit hingga aku sembuh.

suamiku juga seorang yang sangat prihatin; dia sungguh prihatin kalau ada sesuatu yang tak kena dengan aku, sakit sikit pun dah sibuk dibawak ke clinic, bising suruh makan ubat. prihatin dengan siapa aku keluar lunch, siapa kawan2 aku (siap ada contact no. kawan2 aku). dia juga akan check my phone and laptop. biasanya aku akan kumpul sampah2 titbits dalam kereta and put it in plastic bag, sampah2 tu pun dia akan check. 1 hari, dia jumpa tin minuman kosong dalam plastic sampah dalam kereta, then dia pun tanya i siapa punya because dia tahu yang aku tak minum minuman manis and bergas ni. uhuk, terkedu dibuatnya. itu kak liza punyalah..

sangat prihatin kan suamiku itu, prihatin ke kuat cemburu kalau macam tu ye.. kekkekkkkekekke... alahai suamiku.

miss him so much

now, 10.12pm. my hubby still not home yet. these few days, he went to Seremban for work. and today before i left office, he called and asked me not to cook. he will be home quite late so dont need to prepare dinner. miss him so much even we both staying in one house, in the same room, take shower together everyday, watch tv together, sleep next to him every night.. ive been touched, hugged, kissed by him most of the time when we both home. keeps getting sms which saying he miss me, love me... but still miss him... love him.. much..
what if, i have to work outside, not for outstation just about few days or few weeks..but for 3 or 6 months job out of Malaysia. OMG! i cant imagine!
now, i love him much much more. more than yesterday, more than a month ago, more than a year ago...
my love seems deeper and stronger day by day....
daddy, we both will never be apart. InsyaAllah, thats what i pray for everyday..
i love u as much as u love me..

Birthday Girl

Happy Birthday to my debab and lovely sister, Farzana.. just called her and i told her - wish that u are getting wiser not only getting bigger. kena diet lepas ni ok, work on your weight..
dia menjerit sebab kena sakat.
adik... adik.. do u know how much i love and care of u guys..
something i cant afford to forget is your face @ icu when we were told that Abi has just passed away. u was about to cry, i hugged u.. we both cry.. and i hugged all my sisters.
Mum & Janna were still young, and i guess masih belum puas merasa kasih sayang seorang ayah..
bila masuk waktu je Janna terus solat, and lepas tu berdoa. bila aku tanya Janna doa apa, dia jawab "Janna doakan Abi, biar Abi masuk syurga.." terhambur air mata aku dengar jawapan gadis cilik yang masih lagi bersekolah tadika ketika itu..
a week after that, Janna got bad fever. every night she woke up meraba2 Ummi and also myself, memegang2 telinga like what she used to when Abi masih ada. dia terlalu manja dengan arwah Abi, dia demam rindukan our lovely Abi.
adik, doakan Abi ye, jangan lupa sedekahkan Al-Fatihah selalu. nanti when the time comes, kita akan jumpa Abi balik... disebuah kehidupan yang kekal abadi. InsyaAllah..

the most important thing now, study hard & smart and jadi orang yang berjaya, jadi anak yang solehah. kakak Nana puas hati dengan pencapaian cemerlang adik2 selama ni which makes Ummi happy and proud of u guys. keep it up.

kalau arwah Abi masih ada, pasti dia gembira dengan kejayaan anak2nya...

cant wait this Saturday, balik kampung...

Hectic & Fatigue

last week were so hectic & fatique to me.
the whole day meeting @ DiGi Subang Hitech
and the rest of the day no lunch or break @ coffee area, even no time to go to washroom. break only for Zohor and 'quick' late Asar when reached home about 6.45pm.
during my 'period', was just sitting @ my workstation in front of my pc/laptop untill 6pm or 6.30pm. fatique and headache due to no break and rest.

straight way home once exhausted, safely home terus tergolek tak larat, macam nak pengsan. so tak laratlah masak dinner, prepared just a simple one, ada kangkung dalam fridge so buatlah nasi goreng kampung.
luckily last week, most of the day, hubby reached home quite late. which means, still got time to rest my mind before start to prepare dinner.

if im not mistaken, last 2 years ive received 1 email about someone passed away after sit too long in front of pc, 11 or 10 hours straight without break.
yes, thats not impossible. its really painfull especially neck and back part, also extremely headache.

unfortunately, even im very aware of that, sometimes there is some reason i couldnt resist and i have to. too many times my hubby and few colleague advised me but still remains the same. so the conclusion is, im so STUBBORN.
nothing i can do, urgent issue to get done keeps coming everyday.
also today, had discussion the whole morning on additional E1 to be completed........................................ i wish can go home earlier, rest and get some food, i skipped my breakfast and didnt take my lunch.

there is one and the only i can do, as below;
Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau maha berkuasa, Kau lindungilah aku dan berikanlah aku kesihatan yang berpanjangan.

- Edwin just left for DiGi, Reparenting meeting. im not going. so now, I NEED BREAK.
SOLAT ZOHOR.